Evan J Zuercher
Dear God You Dream In Light
aRTIST STATEMENT.
“Dear God You Dream in Light” reflects on my personal story of finding acceptance and healing for my brokenness under the brilliant light of a more perfect perspective than my own. The whole work has been created over the course of four years, embodying the resistance of shame and being covered by empowering grace. The title, “Dear God You Dream in Light” acts as a narrating voice to the themes of this collection. The phrase can be heard in two ways. The first is being spoken to me by a close friend. Having witnessed my greatest effort and the earnestness of my heart, they are not a blind to my shortcomings or mistakes; the ones that return me to my cycles of decay. Without adverting their eyes from where I am, or my inability to become who I truly long to be, their voice instead anchors me to a belief beyond my own experience and self imposed reality.
The second way this title can be heard is as a reflective declaration; a deep breath and a sigh of relief. Without fear, hiding, or denying the shade I find myself living in, I am awakened to the fact that someone else dreams in light for me. My life is never solely subject to my own weak attempts and failure to make amends. Instead, there is a higher perspective, an outside resilience that does not give up on dreaming for me. I have found through the years that I am never disconnected, but instead exposed and reconstructed by a light beyond the best of my dreams. Something is at work that I had not believed.
Throughout the creation process, I discovered certain motifs you will encounter in the work. Photo negatives have become the starting point for a majority of my work. After staging and taking a photo, this process allows me to flip the shadows and darkness into a surreal and otherworldly reflection. I use the negatives as a reference for my acrylic paintings, or digitally for photographs transforming deep shadows into brilliant light. This technique creates visual images that could not be seen by the natural eye, and seeks to express something beyond understanding. I use clothing as symbolism by either covering or leaving subjects bare and exposed. This often represents accepting an outside perspective, either through examination or by being given a different perspective to wear as one’s own. The mirrors in the collection are used to ask for something beyond the fourth wall of the piece. This beckons an outside perspective to be involved as a new identity is uncovered in the stalemate of where I am and where I long to be.
Self-Portraiture is also a key part of my work. By using my own likeness in the work I offer myself up as a character on the stage of each piece. This allows you, the viewer, to witness the themes at play from an audience’s perspective. I’ve drawn back the curtain to let you witness a moment in time, or an emotion at play. In other parts of the work, self-portraiture is removed as if to place the viewer on this same stage in an experiential way.
Debut Pop Up Experience
November 22nd-24th, 2024